I had to put it down.

I dont want you to hear me crying..i know you dont pity me or whatever. Alam kong mababa na yung tingin mo sakin.. I cant take it.. Wala na akong pride. Sinira ko na yung pagkatao ko. I cant hear it right from you.. Its crushing me. I know i deserve this but i cant take it :(( iiyak lang ako ng iiyak kung maririnig kong ganun ka mag salita sakin.. Its too painful and i know what i did. Wag ka mag alala.. Nakatataka sa isip kong mali ako. I know.. Im sorry. I will hold this guilt as long as i can. Im sorry. Uunahan na siguro kitang iwasan.. I know im wrong and this will be the consequence. Im sorry you're hurt.